hello [again.]

All this time, I've never forgotten my blog. There have been countless times where I would log in and load the post page, but it always stayed blank. I was constantly blocked and unsure. And I kept telling myself, god I'm so socially awkward, I can't seem to do anything right. While it is probably true that I am socially awkward, it's time for me to push that excuse aside and just do, starting today.

For the longest time, I had been craving to let my creativity out but inspiration and motivation was lacking. Today, most of it finally went out and onto my header [among other things]. I think I am actually satified with the outcome. It's not how I represent myself physically because others don't view me as a girly girl, but it is how I express myself mentally. I'm a lover of colors of all kind, I pride in the permanent use of my middle name but not my last, daisies are my favorite flowers, and I will always look at life as a playground.

What happens next? I don't know. But I do hope that my inspiration will stick around. And also I hope I will finally start a project365 of my own.